I'll Pretend

Tears fall down my cheeke
I feel so small, so weak
Your words burn my skin
and more and more, I cave in
and as you head for the door,
I know I don't want you to go

I'll pretend it doesn't break my heart
that you're not tearing me apart
I'll pretend I'm not missing your kiss
and it's not you that I miss
I'm pretend I can see the sun
and tell myself you're not the one
I'll pretend I never loved you so
but you're the only thing I know

Everyday that goes by
Still all I do is cry
I used to sit on your knees
now I'm left with memories
I know I need to move on,
but I can't admit you're gone

I'll pretend it doesn't break my heart
that you're not tearing me apart
I'll pretend I'm not missing your kiss
and it's not you that I miss
I'll pretend I can see the sun
and tell myself you're not the one
I'll pretend I never loved you so
but you're the only thing I know

I don't want to feel this pain
I'm pretending for my own sake
Just give me more time
I'll forget you were ever mine

I'll pretend it doesn't break my heart
that you're not tearing me apart
I'll pretend I'm not missing your kiss
and it's not you that I miss
I'll pretend I can see the sun
and tell myself you're not the one
I'll pretend I never loved you so
and learn to finally let you go